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thelocalwedgie @ 2:59pm: thank you,
because last night was more than amazing, because you are more than amazing. shaker fries + stargazing at nyp ftw haha, that will most definitely be my favouritest spot in nyp fer lyfe hehe. ps, have i told you i love you? (probably about a million times).

hmmho. thursday turf city + dblO with sclub haha virgin club experience with them much? how awkward though i think but then again what awkwardness can exist after 5 years. woah 5 years since ive known them damn am i getting old.

oh yes, bbycanes, anyone wansta go back to complete MEP together? i'm booked on 24th & 25th though hmmmmm.

thelocalwedgie @ 1:22pm: again and again and again.
it breaks your heart, knowing that someone else can please him, them, more than you can. when you've spent hours placating to no avail but just one fucking sentence from an almost stranger can bring them to tears. it doesnt go away.

thelocalwedgie @ 7:59pm: cos we be pretty without the makeup

thelocalwedgie @ 10:53pm:

thelocalwedgie @ 9:53pm: so i think

FML is just really so overrated. Seriously, fuck my life? I mean it okay to use it in moderation, I think, or during really epic events like having your parents disown and disinherit (which is probably worse than being disowned) you, or when you find out our boyfriend is actually gay and fucking another guy. But not when you lose at an fb game and start going all fml my life suxzxx. Im not an alien, I get that it’s a phrase, but of all phrases. What is this world coming to. Fml.

i am going to push myself so hard you're not gonna believe it. heck, i cant even believe it. but srsly. i. am. determined. to. get. a. fucking. A. this. sem.

on a lighter note: where in godforsaken guangzhou are you!

 

thelocalwedgie @ 1:12am: throbbing, throbbing. pulsating like clockwork, with a grip so vice-like it threatens to choke. choke. thats what happens when you cant breathe. you wish to god that they know you're not a fucking robot. you try and you try but theres only so far you can push when you've hit the limit. you're tired. of seeing them crumble and fall apart and and become small and weak, while all you can do is try your hardest only to crumble together with them. you sincerely apologise if you're not good enough, if you're mediocre, if they can do better. it breaks your heart, knowing that someone else can please him, them, more than you can. when you've spent hours placating to no avail but just one fucking sentence from an almost stranger can bring them to tears. the strain is unfathomable, and you're rocking slowly on the vertex of it all. give up, give in. if only things were that easy. dont they see how this is actually killing you? no they dont. they dont see you at all.

thelocalwedgie @ 1:31am:

thelocalwedgie @ 12:17am: I HAVE,

thelocalwedgie @ 2:05pm:

thelocalwedgie @ 12:17am:

i actually am excited for the final product of our radio assignment :D